Every day is a first. Today’s first was setting up this account. Well, at least that is the more obvious ones that anyone reading this can see.
Well that is besides the point anyway. 3 or 4 more days, however you count it, and it Christmas! People often say that only Christians celebrate Christmas, but I had rather say, what-the-heck.
So I am currently down on my shopping list to having 6 more gifts to buy, and I am already digging into my “forbidden funds”. Well, who cares, I guess I will just have to restore whatever I took out from it in time to come.
Today… well, I shopped in Suntec AND Marina Square. Man, were the two shopping malls HUGE! Kept keeping an eye out for a certain present, yet it is SOO hard to get probably because Singapore does not sell those (always hopeful). So anyways, I shopped round and went into shops which only girls went into, from what I observed (shops like PreciousThots). Well, that would be another new thing for me. I managed to flee the shopping scene with 5 gifts (and to think that I still have 6 more to go. Man, people had better worship me as Santa Claus of the year. I would most probably be broke next year because of this year =S).
And so, from what I have gathered so far, I have shopped along orchard road, from Wheelock to Plaza Singapura, and with today, Marina Square and Suntec City! Wee! Now the only concern I have is whether my legs can take one more day of intensive shopping where I will journey across Singapore from Vivocity to Esplanade, then to Clementi, and maybe IMM at Jurong.
The fun seems to never end with shopping, and this perilous conquest does rather drain me after that.
About the clock ticking, well, one is that Christmas is nearing and I have yet to finish my shopping, two, would be that NS is coming. I might seem a little overconcern since I will still have 2 more years before I should worry like any other people. But, oh well, one can never be too early in conditioning your body for a physical fitness test which will determine whether you get to enjoy your December holidays or not.
Gym is a fine place to go provided the people there do not stare and annoy you, or at least as long as they mind their own business I am fine. I have upped my running speed on the thread mill to 10km/hr. Wee! However, the timing given is kind of… hm… well lets just say I will get a D for 2.4km this year when I am 16.
That brings me to something I want to rant about. As much as being born early and having your lunar horoscope brought forward by one animal, your lunar calendar age is 2 above your current (how do I say this) “normal” age, it sucks when you have to do a physical fitness test with requirements of people who are born a year earlier than you. Hmph to that!
For people who REALLY want to know how I REALLY am like, here goes; I am:-
A self-absorbant, prideful, arrogant bastard who wants to destroy the world because he hates most of it, he is… irritating, bugging, hateful, hurtful, detestable, despicable, horrid, boring, un-coming-forth, laid-back, slacking, slothful, loathsome, over-competitive, comparing, calculative, low EQ, not understanding, stupid, self-badgerer, self-demoraliser, spiteful, curser, impolite, bitchy, slandering, self-pity, self-mutilator, self-torturer, morbid.
Well, that said, friends-a-plenty. I am not sure if I should post this now. My blogs were never great basically because all that I type are morbid and hateful stuff. What can I say? In this world, though I may not be living alone, I have friends, family, etc. Yet everytime I find myself alone, I walk alone, this world is a huge place, and I am but the grain of loose sand on the vast white beach, no pillar, nothing; nothing to hold on to, nothing to lean on to, nothing to rely on. As I live my life for myself, and for the people I treasure, be it reciprocated or not, I can only describe my existence in this world as a star “inamilkyway”.
