Well, today just so happens to be the first day of Chinese New Year! Before I start emo-ing about my boring day, GONG XI FA CAI, GONG HEI FATT CHOI, to you all out there! May you all have a prosperous, enriching new year, may your wishes and dreams and ambitions all come true!
*Listening to JoJo’s album… Rocking my socks off! This is the only album so far that I have come across where I like all the songs… ALL!*
The only thing satisfying about this Chinese New Year is the reunion dinner I had yesterday with my Aunt’s In-Laws. Had steamboat. Watched Chinese New Year shows.
Today I came back from my Aunt’s place, came back from the English Essay that I managed to finish the night before after the reunion dinner, and then watched Face Off. Took a long train ride standing from Bedok all the way back here to lonely old Dover.
At the lift landing a family was there to visit. So many that they exceeded the weight limit and had to squeeze with me in the lift that I took. I was envious of the people. Looking at their happiness, it killed me, made me thirst. 16th floor they said. My tuition teacher’s house? I don’t know. Should I go visit her? Nah. I’ve got nothing for her. Stay home.
Lunch. Maggie mee. Did Math homework. Bathed. Played Warcraft.
Dinner. Watched Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone until 9pm before I realised that the show was going to end at 9.30pm. Warmed up leftovers. Ate. Talking to people on MSN. Gossiping. Doing my blog.
Well, it made me think of my 专题作业 when I was doing my 作文. How am I to do a project on Chinese New Year when I did not even celebrate it? It dawned on me that I would have to lie about my Chinese New Year, yet this sick being in me was wanted sympathy from my teacher, wanting to let people know the truth, my pity day, pity day distilled (adapted from Stange Meeting).
Well, I guess, in the end, I would have to just lie about it. I can’t really let people feel sorry for me because of my plight. I must stand on my own two feet and rise from the darkness I feel to be in. This self-pity state shall not retain in me.
Well, despite the emptiness I feel in me, I know that it will be filled, and most importantly, this is a moment, a time to be treasured as I have peace and no pressure at home from my parents chasing me to do my homework, my mom nagging me about it, about me being now in IB and needing to do my homework, and despite having done them, she worries me with my EE and CAS to do, which, I feel… I don’t know… I am doing them, but… I guess… well, maybe she is right… Haix.
Well, nothing much else to add I guess. Having time to myself and all I guess is a blessing too, and I am, I guess, enjoying myself, blasting music from my computer as I am now despite it being 12.30am. OH WELL! Haha! I’m evil! What can I say?
Well, that’s that for today! And thanks Ronald, you totally made me jealous of your little happy chinese new year with your blog. hmph! DIE! I’kill you! (Taken from Achmed the Dead Terrorist) RARR! Haha. Nothing personal. ^^ Have fun with your EE and TOK! LOL!
Heres two little somethings to let you guys watch and listen. Presenting you Achmed the Dead Terrorist and JoJo’s Note to God.
Go JoJo! Your album is so far the only album with all the songs that I love!
Goodnight people! Love each other! Love each day! Love each moment! Cherish all!
